3rd baby feels: overly protective

I know I mentioned this on my social feeds, but … I feel the most protective over this third pregnancy than the other two. After I finally announced the pregnancy to close friends and family I had some responses that made me clam up and frankly was disappointed in their reactions.

Whether they knew it or not I received some unfavourable responses to finding out what we’re having and also dared to ask whether or not this pregnancy was planned. How bold. Which is why lately I’ve decided to wait to announce what we’re having. You’ll know in December.

Although my presence online is …here….I still feel quite private with a lot of my life. As you may have seen in my IG stories this little one has given me a few stressful moments with two trips to the hospital for monitoring for preterm labour and second time was baby’s heart rate dropped to the 80s, I want to keep this baby growing til fullterm. ????????.

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How the 3rd pregnancy is going…

Well, third child ….hard to keep updates on this little beb.

So I’ve been meaning to write more blog posts but honestly at the end of the days I’m simply exhausted – at this point in my pregnancy especially. My little guy (I guess you can call him my middle child now) is a lot different to parent than my oldest, and requires absolute constant supervision or he’s literally into dangerous things regardless if you say stop it’s dangerous. He’ll do it over and over….and over. It’s tough because it’s easiest to parent outside of the house obviously – because nature, the outdoors, library storytimes all keep him occupied and happy and keep the house in order/less messy etc. But I can only get out of the house in the mornings these days since come the afternoon time, I am soooo tired. Oof!

Getting everyone onto a schedule has also taken a lot out of my boys and I since my eldest started kindergarten. Me getting up 3x to pee at night, my middle child being an early riser before my 6am alarm and my oldest staying in bed as long as he can….we’re all pretty tired come Thursday! It’s quite an adjustment for my kindergartener ’cause he loves to sleep, and not used to this school routine.

Since getting back from our Canada vacation back in July I said to myself I’ll start potty-training my middle fella, and stop giving him a pacifier. Well folks, we’re on day 4 of cold turkey of giving up his paci and the poor little boy is all out of sorts with zero naps and a complete personality change (joking. kinda) since he’s overtired he’s getting into kicking me, scratching me etc when he’s overtired, and it’s impossible to get him to relax enough for a nap. So that’s what’s going on.

As for the baby, well baby is giving me a run for my money and they’re not even born yet. I have had to head to the hospital twice last month, one for possible pre-term labour and the second time was for a low fetal heart rate which sounded super scary. I don’t want to get into details but honestly everything is totally fine so far, so that’s relieving.

I’m currently 28 weeks pregnant and at my latest growth scan baby is already measuring at 4lbs which means baby is greater than the 99th percentile for weight, and height. So, keeping on track with competing with the two older siblings who were both way over 10 pound babies at birth.

lol my mood about that….

This month, I switched OBGyns. Mainly because at the time my vehicle was out of commission for 5-6wks and I could only go to appointments when my husband was working from home two days a week. But that also meant I was working at my son’s school for half of one of those two days. Sooooo my schedule was tight and I could tell that my Obgyn staff was putting me in their bad books just due to that and was getting frustrated with me not being able to attend appointments on certain days.¬†And….I don’t want someone delivering my baby thinking I’m being an annoyance to them – right?

Clearly feeling a little overwhelmed lately, but I think I need to head to bed early tonight and get an extra long rest in.

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